okay. so im more calmed down already.

went out just now. just kinda walked around aimlessly. couldnt stay at home. i tend to think alot. crap usually. walked around hub. must've walked that small mall about 8 times in total. the sales people were staring at me by the time i went past for the 5th time.

was debating on what to eat for dinner. thought of eating korean, but it seemed like alot. wanted kfc, but it was so far away. maybe macs, but i ate that not long ago. boring. its forever outside food all 3 meals a day for duno how many months already. maybe thats why i dont feel like eating sometimes. its just, all so boring. hmmm. im forever coming home with walls welcoming me. not that its some bad reasons or what but, yea. feels kinda lonely at times. HAHA. ohwell. whatever. settled in the end for cup noodles at home.

the cup noodles i cooked is the type needing the stove to boil water that kind. my first time kay! normally mama or korkor would cook it for me. either that or i'd eat the one which only requires me to pour the hot water in. hmm. so yeap. i went into the kitchen, took out the small pot. the one long handle kind. filled it with water, then wanted to bring it from the basin to the stove. BUT! the moment i lifted it up, the handle broke! omg. the handle was already loose to begin with. think too long nv use already. okay nvm. so i went to take the bigger round pot, with 2 small handles at the side that kind. filled it with water, put it to boil. then, OMG. i found some unknown white substance inside. lolol. then i went thinking, boiling water kills all germs, since its at 100C. then i went on to put my maggie mee in. while cooking, i kept thinking. the more i thought, the more wrong it felt. cos, even thou boiling water kills all germs, the germs are still in the water! assuming its fungi, that is. like, wth. lol. but since its my first attempt, i decided to just ignore that. lol.

so when everything was cooked, i had to drain the water out, to take my noodles. i used the thing for sifting flour to drain. and being the clumsy me, i spilt the HOT BOILING water on the floor, nearly missing my own feet, and i scalded my own fingers! cos the pot nearly dropped, spilling all the hot water. so in an attempt to prevent the whole pot coming crashing down on my precious feet, i caught the just-off-from-the-stove-and-containing-hot-water pot WITH MY BARE HANDS. omgomgomg. my hand hurt like crazy ah! practically hopping and crying around the whole kitchen. lol. but okay la. went to put zambuk (or whatever u call it). then i realised its for bruises. LOL. so went to wash it off, then put plaster. not bad eh! i think i have cute fingers now. HAHA. eh not bad lo. snoopy one leh. teeeheee. i shall change it to donald duck or something tmr. see what i have. i think bugs bunny cuter. the baby one (:

kay enough. tmr, macs breakfast, then leadership studying. i need to score. GOGOGO!

[12.00am]


CRAP CRAP CRAP.

THIS IS TOTAL CRAP PLEASE.
i am super not in the mood to study for leadership now.
this sucks. this sem sucks. wtf.

roars!
kay im daaaamn sad now. T.T
let me mourn in peace.

[6.00pm]


HAHA. so much for studying. i practically wasted my whole day today.

finally! no school! woahhh. butbut! still had to go to school lo. wthhhh. haha. okay nevermind. for once in a gazillion years, i get to reimburse my sleep! alarm rang from 7am till 9am. woke up, switched the comp on, and started chatting. HAHA. hilarious please. really rarely i see so many people online at that timing thou, cos everyone's normally in school burying their heads in the accpac book or something. come to think of it, 4 out of 6 classes doesnt have classes. 01, 03, 04, 06. 01 has classes, but only 4-6, which is yea, kinda dumb. lol. so! i chatted, until around 11plus. then i went back to moo moo land. HAHAH. too tired already! super! all the projects left me drained empty.

woke up at 2 when papa banged my door open asking me why i hadnt gone to school yet. lol. his timing was super nice. that was the time my alarm was supposed to ring! :D got ready and eth, then he suggested to fetch me there! so okay lo. sat down stoning infront of the teevee until around 3plus.

reached school, did leadership. went for the revision lecture after that. woah. super alot of things to study. but thinking again, its 40mcqs! and of course not forgetting the 10m short ans qn. hmm. so yeap. not that bad afterall (: went for dinner at tm ljs with joanne after that.

we chatted. AHH. another one. daaaamn long since i last sat down to talk to her like that. talked about stuffs that happened in the past. ohoh! i swear leslie's damn cute too! haha. we were teasing him about him and 'us' the other day at pizza hut. he actually rejected the offer to go out for a movie with 'us'! myGAWD. what in the world was he thinking! hahaa. but okay. i agree with jo abt the part where we shouldnt tease him that much. cos normally, if u tease someone too much about it, the possibility of it happening would decrease. yeap. HAHA. count your blessings leslie. lolol. we shall talk to u about it.. not as frequently. hehe. :D

chatted about quite a few people too. for one, i never ever liked *, and i still think i dont like* now. seriously. very fake. i dont like. you changed, but you reverted. but yea. once again, perception. (:

OHOH. i was reading my mails today. we recieved replies from the loola people about accomodation in Bintan. HAHA. these were the questions asked and replies recieved.

1) How many people will be sharing in one "room" at Loola?
2) How will the students sleep in the "room" at Loola. Are there any beds/ mattress?
3) Is there any divided lines between the "rooms" for males and females?

ANSWER:
We have 6 bungalows which can handle 4-6 people. (beds and mattresses) The dormitory can handle 150 students and they will sleep on mattresses.Normally the teachers (and girls ) stay in the bungalows and the boys in the dormitory.

HAHA. i just thought it was very funny to see the reaction of the guys if they see this :D

KAY. enough. i need to get back to doing my leadership stuffs already. i want this over and done with! lol. GOGOGO!

[11.54pm]


OKAYY.. i realise im not blogging as frequently already. kinda plain lazy. nothing much happening anyways. so yeap! updates now..

SUNDAY
woke up at 8plus. stoned infront of the tv watching some history channel show, then headed off to the library at 10. studied. not much la actually. i didnt even get a chance to start on cma. all i did for the day was only all tutorials for bfin and pca, not counting the notes. i skipped doing all the notes to financial statements. as in, literally ALL. haha. seriously! i cant stand it. freaking long and troublesome. damn. this cannot do. must start going to memorise all the statements already. then practice formats for cash flow and SOCE statements. hmmm.. ohoh! bfin formulas too. damn. so many things to do. oh i completed all my tutorials for the week too! obviously except for law la. bwahahaha (:

OKAY. back to topic. so yea. studied from 10 onwards all the way till 6plus in the evening. edric weekwang and kelvin came to join me halfway after their haircut too. and im very terribly sorry that i chose a table blazing with sunlight. HAHA. seriously damn bright. didnt want to choose the inner tables cos i almost froze to death the previous times. lol. kay next time i shall choose the middle ones. haha. we shall see again then.

went for dinner at central market after that. not bad eh! changed so much. its been like donkey years since i last been there. haha. think i need to get my butt outta house more often already. teeeheeeheee :D

MONDAY
seriously. nothing much at all. it was just a normal day and everything. OHOH! i remember already! we had year1 subcom interview! yeah! that stupid interview made me miss my badminton la! ): okay nevermind. there was this guy. he's daaaaaamn cute i swear! hahaha. stella kept shooting him then he went like nonononoo! HAHAHAHA. super hilarious. totally like little boy la! funny! lol.

went for cas debrief lecture after that. woah. quite..hmmmm. i duno what to say. but hahaha. yea. nvm la. its over anyways. OHWELL.

TUESDAY
NOTHING happened, except for the fact that law lecturer was half an hour late resulting in us all skipping the stupid lecture. lolol. kinda dumb la. but yea.

4hours break leh. wallao. lol. so we headed down to tm pizza hut! went back, had cma. THE END.

kinda boring day, but yea. its the norm, which explains why i didnt see the need to blog. hoho. lol. spent my whole evening just watching all the youtube videos. the girl's super cutee i swear! but quite sad. 10years leh! then the guy likes another girl. lol. super sad la! i practically sat there and teared for her too. haha. really!! sweet girl. (:

OKAY. think i laughed too much too hard already. headache. must sleep now. very tired also. hahaha. SWEETDREAMS!

the one apologising should be me, not you. im sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. no words can express it well.

ive always hated such occassions, and im never going to like it.

[12.50am]


National Economics & Finance Management Quiz. NEFMQ 08 for short. haha. had that today! (:

met edric at kathib mrt at 8.20 then went tgt to clementi mrt stn. met xinyuan and huiching then we cabbed down to NUS. haha. quite funny. but wierd too. wierd in a sense, that we were all surrounded by jc ppl in uniforms. we were super striking. lol. plus the fact that they all took out their notes to mug the moment they reached or whatever. hahaha. we were all sitting there, staring at each other, blink blink, then laugh. haha. hilarious. we were super slack la please. u can see the difference already. quite obvious. we even took out cards to play bridge! omg. hahaha. taught leon and xinyuan how to play. hopeless right. hahaha.

quiz itself comprised of 40MCQ qns. 20 econs 20 finance. plus 4 short ans questions. lol. difficult like crazy. the equations are like never seen before kind please. haha. tried subbing the y=mx+c formula in, but yea. i think we failed terribly too. hahaha. even mr koh tong mong who went with us were stunned at the questions lo. its jc standard econs. not ours. lol. but yea la. quite fun. the finals was DAMN exciting. i guess common love/hate really bonds everyone tgt, as proven by GetSlim day already. hahaha. everyone practically clapped and cheered for dunman high school when victoria jc lost at the last question. HAHA. who ask them! big bullies. but was abit sad for RJ lah. they were leading all the way! haha. lost by a few points also at the last question. lolol. super exciting! :D :D :D okay la. learnt quite alot also, so yeap! (:

wanted to blog more but im seriously tooooo tired already. tomorrow marks the start of the mugging season. GOGOGO! jiayouu.

[12.20am]


OKAY. im here to blog. its been only 4 days! feels so long thou. hmmm. okay. i shall try my best to recall everything that happened :D

TUESDAY
GetSlim day! forgot to bring my camera in the morning. haha. silly me. to think i even went to the trouble of making sure both my battery and spare ones are full. AHHWELL. so i went to school and got a scolding from siaowei because of that. im so terribly horribly sorry! lol.

all went well for the day. xm&me met up with the rest of them after our cma ended at 5. the referees were LATE! haha. i literally bombarded xiaotian's handphone because of that. he was supposed to help me get the referees you see. he said alot of them kinda decided to go MIA at the very last minute, so yeah. the soccer club captain. omg. i swear i'l remember him for life. hahaha. =x

so yeap, after the referees all arrived our event officially started. i was over at the soccer side with xm. HAHA. and i was right okay. soccer is a game i will never learn to appreciate. lol. so violent! omg. plus the fact that they kept cursing i'd get hit by the ball, which i nearly did, all the more i wont like it. haha. okay la. perception. but yea. (: all went well for my side. made a few last minute changes to the rules and order of teams playing.. and yes! im proud of myself :D heard the capnet side didnt go too well thou. i learnt from my lesson already. HAHA. i was referee for capnet last year. wallao. stress. lol. its kinda like a tradition already i think. every year without fail, theres bound to be problems at the capnet side. luckily i was given the soccer, however unwilling i was at first! :D

ended the whole event at around 9plus. the referees, xiaotian's friends, decided to stay back and help us with the logistics and stuffs! lol. they were from engine school i think. yeap. funny bunch. fun lah. haha. we were discussing how to get xiaotian to treat us all to something really good. LOL. (: went opposite for dinner/supper cum debrief with them all plus the referees. pardon me calling them referees cos i seriously dont remember their names. HAHA. im sorry. think the capnet referee might prolly drop his jaw all the way to the floor and demand a explanation as to why i forgot his name. LOL. super funny la them. oh but they did a GREAT help. haha. thankyouthankyouthankyou! :D :D :D

went Techno, or whatever that place was called. lol. tummy was growling like craazzy. but i didnt eat. too tired already. haha. could practically just sleep there once i closed my eyes. debrief lasted until around 11. after that met weekwang to take 69 then change 22 home. he waited for me! so sweet. haha. thats one of the rare occasions, that is. lol. reached home at 12plus 1, then bathed. went online while waiting for my hair to dry, but gave up after 5mins. haha. too tired already! fell asleep at almost the moment i plopped down on my bed. SWEET DREAMS! (:

WEDNESDAY
cant really rmb what i did. lets see. AHHAHH! i remember already!

met eugene for project at 9am. okay so i was late. lol. im sorry. reached at only 915-930. (: did leadership. went off at around 2plus cos he wanted to go cut hair, so i joined them at the sports hall! played badminton with them thr. sooo niceeee! (: (: (: its been soooo long since i last played kay. a few months at least. haha. played till i duno when then met xm and went off. lol. they headed over to bowling after that thou, i think. yeap. thats about all for my wednesday!

THURSDAY
i woke up late for cma lecture! OHMYMY. went instead for bfin tut after that. got back our test results. wth. it sucked, like crazy. i need to seriously start studying already. this weekend. sunday. and the mugging season starts. (:

after lunch went for leadership tut. wallao. another heavy blow. next sat's the test already. omgomgomg. lol. waited for junhao's class to end aft that cos we were supposed to do accpac. our class always ends earlier. like, half an hour earlier. lol. but i met xiaomin! that was super random. i never ever see her there. lol. turns out her class ended early. so yeap, we both headed down to the labs first. jh, leslie & joanne joined us when their class ended. did accpac. omg. had so many problems. did like 2 times, and i still couldnt get my figure for the discount expense! gave up in the end then went bizpark to slack and bridge! lol. addicts.

went for leadership lect then to Techno for dinner with jo&bob after that. and obviously, bridge again. haha. got bored of cards, then played the memory game. quite fun la. haha. played till around 9 then went home. THE END.

FRIDAY
ACCPAC TEST DAY! reached school at around 11, to complete my accpac. i sworn i could have cried. lol. i did a freaking 6 times u know! and its still wrong. panicked like nobody's business. lol. but thanks to minghua and yongwen, i finally finally found out my mistakes and completed the whole thing for ONCE. lol. :D :D :D damn happy kay! went to join them for squash after that. fun la. i think im not bad for a first timer already. hahaha. but i still prefer badminton la :D it has a lighter racket. this one, i keep smacking myself with the racket. LOL. damn pain la please! and they kept laughing at me! idiots. haha. ive got a stupid blister on my thumb tooo! ohdamn. so many injuries. lol. not a very good game after all. :D

headed for law after the game. damn tired. but ohwell. law today, was kinda fun! in some way or another la. haha. got back our law project. 50.5/60! YESYESYES! now it helps to pull up my test score, which also sucked like crazy! (: (: (:

headed back down to lab to prepare for accpac test. i walked out feeling quite confident. but! thinking again, im not so sure already! ohnoohnoohno. daaamn. okay nvm. i shall have faith in myself and not think about it anymore.

tmr's NEFMQ at NUS. meeting edric at 820. im pretty confident i can wakeup on time. HAHA. but! till this point in time, i still have no idea who's my group mates. OMG. wthwthwth. lolol. think im gonna be so screwed tmr. i havent studied yet, and i forgot all the econs stuffs already. can almost picture us getting kicked out in the preliminary rounds. lol. wth.

OKAY. thats enough for now. very long already. most prolly blog tmr then. look forward to the results. hahaha. :D oh and, good luck to all those taking the accpac test tmr too! its quite okay la. (:

im very sorry to you. i never knew the extent of hurt my actions brought you. siaowei was right. i tend to offend people easily without knowing it. i need to be more sensitive to yours, and everyone's feelings.
and to you, i have a bad feeling about the way you are behaving now. please. try to understand. i would hate for history to repeat itself.

i feel like a total bitch now. IM VERY SORRY. ):

[10.13pm]


i.. am very very tired.

as much as i would like to blog, im toooo tired to do so.
shall continue again tmr or something.

im just hoping my hair can dry fasterr, so i can sleep.
byebye.

[12.43am]






woots. not bad at all. lets see. i had a.. 13 hour sleep to make up for all the deprived sleep these few days. haha. i was so tired!

lets see.. yesterday was CARE. i was late! omg. lol. when i woke up, first thing mama said to me was, HAHA. i knew u were late. hahaha. so so so annoying! i can ignore the fact that she refused to hep wake me up but she laughed at me you know! so horrible. haha. so papa fetched me there, but there was a stupid jam in tpe, and i reached there at 9am. LOL. and im still alive! yeaa. stella ALMOST but didnt murder me. (:

ohoh! andand! my buddy was so so so suuuuuuuuuperbly adorable i swear! i had 2 of the girls! names were lynn and huijuan. super adorable. they were so quiet k! andand! they were damn cute! they walk around must hold hands one. HAHAHA. SUPER CUTE RIGHT! :D :D :D everyone said they were cute lo. and i refused to give my buddy to anyone. hahaha. i wanted them both! they're all MINEEE. lolol. OHOH! lynn won the drawing competition. SO PROUD OF HER CAN! the bird she draw damn cute la! normally ppl draw bird is just a few lines only. she got draw body then head then beak then wings one. very nice! haha. omg i want her. LOL. ok i shall stop talking rubbish. i have a photo of them! but im not supposed to post it anywhere. ): nevermind. i shall keep it all to myself then. MUHAHAHA. :D

okay so they went off at 1pm. we had our debrief with the others, then a bunch of us headed over to T1 popeyes since the one in T3 was so crowded. ate, then had our main comm debrief. i was practically dozing off already. IM SO SORRY CHARMAINE! was totally drained already. ended at around 4plus after settling all the GetSlim stuffs then i took 24 home. direct bus!

couldnt sleep on the bus thou. it kept jerking, and i kept waking up. gave up sleeping after i was awoken a few more times. haha. reached home around 530. was abit more energetic since i slept a lil' on the bus. switched the comp on, turned itunes on, I DOZED OFF. lol. sorry to those who talked to me online then. think my reply was kinda like crap. haha. sorry. wasnt thinking properly. dammn tired. but a miracle thou. when i heard songs i didnt like i woke up to change it then went back sleeping. HAHAA. funny right. lol. gave up using the comp at 7plus then went to sleep. slept till now. TEEHEEEES. damn tired la! now im super hungry. haha. cos they all went out for breakfast, leaving me at home alone, which they always do since im forever still sleeping. AHH. lol. shall go dig my already very pathetic fridge for some food later. dinner + breakfast! lol.

kay! shall continue some other day. im finally going to be able to collect my pay! im going today. then maybe head down to town alone or something. duno. i need my break! lol. but like so pathetic. go alone. okay! anyone who wants to go too please drop me a message. i'd reply like, 1second later. haha. :D

[9.00am]


YES. no more projects already! all cleared!! :D :D :D coooooool.

today was, kinda nice but tiring. mentally drained. totally. we actually finished our project at 130pm. so went to bind it then submit. super thick kay! its practically the thickness of 3 lecture booklets combined. haha. and im not exzagerating kay! its really like that lo. lol. so we wanted to go eat, but was waiting for amanda. so okay. i waited. until around 2plus like that. then it was jo. okay. wait till 3 liddat. then it was junhao. omg! wait till 4plus lah. wallaaooo. i almost died of hunger please! my tummy was hurting like crazy. oh and, i did something wrong. ): im sorry ken. im very very terribly horribly sorry. i seriously didnt mean it!! cos i heard about it but i wasnt sure! so i asked you. i mean, i thought i was speaking softer already, but, apparently not. IM SO SO SO SORRY!

so went for lunch at 4plus. so late. went subway! so nice. i like (: then proceeded to leslie's house for basketball. lol. okay lets name them. me, jo, panda, leslie, edric, weekwang, yoro, kelvin, jon, bob, junhao. I THINK SO. thats all ba. lol. when we reached the court it was booked! so we went over to the swimming pool. the water was superbly tempting. teehheee. so we 3 went down to soak our legs. hahaha. it was a really really nice feeling (: we 3 stopped chatting for like 3seconds only and we felt like sleeping. lol. the water was damn cooling and nice i tell you.

went back to the bball court when the people using it left. kinda just sat there seeing the guys play. haha. nice la. we were chatting and seeing. kinda fun. at least they all play better. lol. so its not that boring after all. (:

we 3 went off earlier thou. amanda wanted to reach home at 10 so i left with her. jo decided to follow since she'd be lonely there. hahaha. we took the mrt. chatted with amanda on the train, which set me thinking. maybe i thought wrong. maybe he isnt that much of a player i thought him out to be. hahaha. MAYBE. i dont know. lol. but a pleasant discovery, i must say (:

KAY. tmr, long day. 830 at changi. the event starts at 930 thou. i thought it was 9, so i told them to come at 830. HAHAHA. i think i'l get punched for this. lol. im so sorry.

right. outta here. oh and, before that, gong gong is out of icu already! :D Thank God for that.

[12.21am]


15 hours straight of work in school.

omg. can die you know! seeing i slept at 3 yesterday night, im in a terrible need of rest. lol. cma lecture this morning at 9am. was super tired. woke up abit late, then bus 8 came with 2 buses full. ohmygawd. so i was like 2mins late for lecture. lol. oh. i was supposed to meet junli in the morning too! he was gonna pass me the GetSlim forms. mm. got edric to get them for me in the end. thanks and sorry to both! :D

aft tt was bfin tut then leadership. we had presentation! omg. okay la. mock one only. not as bad as i imagined. haha. next week's the real one. O.O after presentation, we could go off! but we went back lab for accpac. BORING.

okay. so we did all the way, until 9.45pm, when the lab closed. woohoo! so cool. but it still doesnt break my record lo. i stayed in school till 11. doing MBS. stupid lo. ON A SATURDAY TOO KAY. haha. really damn annoying. but not bad la. the whole bunch of us went for supper! haha. damn cool kay. its a mixture of classes. okay la. i know all, except for allen or allan or whatever his name was. lol. OHOHOH. reminds me. i know mingxuan's girlfriend. ITS DEBBIE HOON. omgomgomgomg. i cant believe the world is that small. hahaha. i rmb debbiefoo or whoever once told me her bf's in my course, my year. duno. i didnt bother to find out who at that time thou. mm. i wonder why. hahaha. maybe its cos i didnt know alot of people at that time too. lol. no idea. i was talking to yenfenn. told her this. then she went like, CHEY. i thought what u want tell me. haha. its super shocking please! at least for me la. haha. reminds me. so longggg since i last went out with you people! huikuoon kitty xinying yenfenn mengzhou weileong! :D please please please get me outta my house soooon. (:

AND DID I MENTION, THAT MY HOUSE LIFT IS OUT OF ORDER FOR A WHOLE WEEK??

damn. since this monday start le lo. hahaha. super tiring to climb up so many flights of stairs kay! but im too lazy to go take the lift from the other side.. so yea. haha. okay! nvm. exercise! jianfei (:

alright. SPLITTING HEADACHE. 2days and counting already. im having a fever! omg. okay out i go.

i want time to pass quickly, that i may step down. there is just simply no point working with you, when ure that unhappy with me. i regret, persuading her to stay on. we should have just left.

[12.37am]


mama said, cousin was not supposed to know, so i took the posts off. but he's recovering already anyways. bit by bit. not to worry. thing is he has to spend another week at least in icu. he'l be fine la. i guess. (:

today, was quite an eventful day.
FIRST AND FOREMOST, i woke up late! i mean, okay, tell me something new. lol. i woke up at 730, which was the time i was SUPPOSED to be out at the interchange already. hmm. but i decided to go anyways, since ive been a prisoner to my own laziness for so long. imma changed girl kay. good girl already (: (: (: so yup. went out at around 8, which is half an hour later than my usual timing. TO MY OWN AMAZEMENT, i reached school only a few minutes late for lecture. HAHA. thats damn coooool please!! :D i think ive been arriving at school too early already. lol.

oh and, i forgot to mention the fact that i forgot to bring my handphone to school today, which rendered me supeerrrr lost for the whole entire LONG day. omg. seriously. lol. its, an unexplainable feeling of helplessness. no idea how to explain this, but yea. haha. im too used to holding it in my hands already.

after pca lecture was law lecture. haha. we normally do stay for it la. but today we had the f1 race interview! so yup. skipped it and went for interview. lol. walked all the way to engine block. freaking far. omg. haha. i wish business block was that large. i wish for more cheers. or maybe 7-11s. haha. interview went fine. standard questions asked. lol. kinda expected la. so yeah. i just hope i dont get the morning shift! so hooooooot. i'l just melt and die under the sun. haha. we're going to go for supper if we get the night one! and i get a very valid reason to go home late too!!! how cool is that :D but i'l have to find a way to prevent papa from coming to fetch me home thou. mm. i'l settle that somehow (:

due to the end of all apel lessons, jo & the others all had NO lessons after that already. super jealous. lol. but being very kind, they volunteered to stay till 3pm with us PLAYING BRIDGE. haha. seriously. we are super no life can. its like an everyday standard thing. after lunch, bridge. before lessons, bridge. inbetween lessons, bridge. lol. plus, now its at a super addicting stage. guozhi wasnt with us today, which meant we had no cards! since jo threw hers away yesterday. itchy hands. lol. and since we had none, i thought we werent going to play. in the end, jon & bob went to BUY a new deck. hahaha. omg. very very kua zhang. hahaha. i was practically laughing my head off already please! omgomgomg. lolol. went under the usual void deck to play after eating. lol. we played till like 3pm la! omg. we were late for class. cos nobody took note of the time since they all had no more classes. so mean right. haha. so yeap. went for cma. and i passed my class test! haha. so happy (: but it was super lousy la. omg. this sem results, sucked big time. last time it was all As and B+s. very rarely would it even get to B! NOW, its practically, all like shit. lol. i need to score, very very badly.

after class, went home. took 22 today, since 25 was taking such a long time to come. 22 stops at my house too thou, so its easier :D it was raining. very heavily. so nice can. then 2 stops before my house, someone pressed the bell, and i got off. walked home in the rain. HAHA. its damn nice please. makes me miss the days i used to walk home from school, whenever i had something on my mind to think about. the rain really clears your head you know (: all the cars that passed by me stared at me as if i was some mad person or whatever. lol. its damn damn nice. i likedloved that feeling. thought about alot of things, cleared alot of things.

hmm. SO CHIM RIGHT. omg i cant stand myself. i sound.. so profound. LOL. okayokay. enough. but really la. i think, we all have to do crazy stuffs once in awhile just to ensure we're all normal :D

HAHA. okay i shall stop here now. i wanted to plan an outing for our clique this saturday! but i just realised, ive got care. oh damn. another weekend burned. so it can only be on sunday or next saturday, which is yet another weekend burned. 3weeks in a row already okay! ): but! haiyo. so long nv go out with them already. since school reopened lo! as in, yr2 reopen. not even the midsem hols did we go out. how sad is that! okay. we shall watch, HellBoy. korkor said its nice :D so i shall trust him (: shall see how.

kay byebye.

[10.07pm]


WEEEEEEEOOOOOO.

not bad. so long since i blogged. its 4 days in running already. lol.

yesterday was AGM. all was well la. haha. i think our new director's quite funny. hahah. more of his actions and the way he express himself la. you wouldnt imagine he's the director. would prefer that thou. more interactive. it gives u the feeling they're not that far away after all. :D

butbut! we didnt get to wear our uniforms lo. POOT. they changed the dress code to formal last minute. lol. just when i was starting to think it'l be fun la. SIGHS. i even borrowed from cherlyn already can. hahaha. WASTE ALL MY EFFORT. ): kay nvm. last day of school, i'l make sure i get ppl to wear it with me to school. hahaha. MEMORY'S SAKE OK. :D :D :D

i forgot what i was talking about yesterday. but i remebered something about laughing when ure sad. mm. duno lei. i was just thinking this morning. actually, the sadder u are, the more u'l laugh lo. lol. im serious k! normally, i laugh and laugh, and cry. HAHAHA. kay sounds retarded. lol.

CMA test tmr. lucky its only job and process costing :D but its a freaking 40marks ah. damn. which means ive gotta study, very hard. OHWELL.

oh and!! the havaianas are kinda useless too la!! see cos ive got blisters at the back of my feet, and at the side of my big toe thr from wearing heels. so ive decided to wear my havaianas since palms would be a killer in that situation. THEN! my havaianas, caused blisters AT THE SIDE OF MY FEET! somewhere below the blister at the side of my toe. it hurts lo!! my feet, is in a very very terrible condition. hahaha. reckon i should just go barefooted la.

cousin's having problems in nz. cheerup. jiayou. ignore that man who calls himself a man when he's nothing near one. I'L BE THERE WHENEVER YOU NEED ME!! hang in there! it breaks my heart to see you like that ):

kay i'l stop here for now. byebye.

[5.18pm]


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! (:

and yes, i did project today. hohoho. how sad. okay so met them at 10am at hougang point. hahaha. FINALLY. im not doing projects anywhere near pasir ris or tamp :D lol. but sadly, we couldnt find any powerpoints at macs, and my battery was dying. it only lasted for like, 20mins la. ohmygoodness. hahaha. thats kinda pathetic. lol. so yea, when jon came from his soccer, we headed over to eugene's house, which was just opposite! (: yup. headed over to his house. and i almost died carrying that freaking heavy laptop! damn. summor jon also brought lo. lol. plus the computer at eugene's house, mine was actually redundant!! damn. haha. ohwell.

so at his house, jon&eugene did the ppt slides, leslie&me did the concepts. all was okay la. lol. ohoh! weekwang & edric jio-ed jon for dota. LOL. then leslie&me were like forbidding him to play. we told him to do the ppt slides. eugene was doing alone kay! haha. we even confiscated his mouse, BUT TO NO AVAIL. he snatched it back. luckily eugene had to go out soon! hahaha. great timing. yes! we won. hahaha. EVIL SPIRITS BEGONE! haha. dota dota dota. lol (:

i thought we were going to do till dinner time! then no time go home prepare and change, so i wore out what i was going to wear for the dinner at night. and i was called a BANANA by jon because of that. hahaha. please! wearing yellow doesnt imply im a banana okay. but ohwell. i wore for nothing la. we ended early and now im at home, cos korkor's not done yet. he's out playing soccer i think. sighs. another sport i cant see the fun in. lol. these 2 are like, the ultimate.. NO SENSE game. haha. what fun can there be watching 14 people chase after some ball about the size of their faces?? lol. ahh. perception differs i guess. haha. (:

kay. thats all, for now. hahaha. blog some other day.

[5.36pm]


FINALLY THE END OF THIS BAD WEEK (:

ahhh. i feel my nice days coming back already. but! today wasnt so nice afterall.

FIRSTLY, woke up at 730, which meant im going to be late. so while debating whether to get up or not, i fell back asleep. woke up at 9. I THOUGHT MY CLASS WAS AT 10. lolol. ohman. bad day.

SECONDLY, reached school at 10plus, then i printed my frs notes. alot k! framework wasnt that bad. frs1 was a freaking 80plus pages. ohmygawd. ok nvm. so after like 20mins of standing in front of the printer printing everything, minghua told us during law that we werent supposed to print the latest one, which i did. its supposed to be the 07 copy. ZZZ. i just wasted 50 freaking pieces of paper. lol. think of the trees! so poor thing can.

THIRDLY, we actually met up today for law project. but since ms suriya had class and was there to help all of us check our opening balances, we printed ours for her to check. WRONG. ALL WRONG. omgawd. i swear i could almost open the window and jump down. ok. after typing that i just realised our lab's on the first floor, cannot jump. lol. but seriously!! that was how i felt okay. WE FINISHED THE DUMB PROJECT. and we had to redo now. from S C R A T C H. ahhhhhh! i almost wanted to cry T.T but nevermind. i realised, accpac has this smart feature. IT ALLOWS IMPORT! bwahahaha. so all we had to do was redo our chart of accounts, all the setups, then we could import all our transactions and info back in! (: i swear i loved joanne to death when she told us about this. lolol. she's our saviour man. so we settled our whole accpac in like, 4hours, then went for law tutorial at 3.

FOURTHLY, since there was so much commontion in the morning, i didnt get to eat ): was busy finishing up accpac. ahdamn. super hungry now. thinking again, ive had a consecutive whole week of cup noodles for dinner already. haha. so unhealthy! kay nevermind. tmr hopefully, my prj grp members would very very kindly let me leave earlier for papa's bday celebration, which isnt very possible ):

FIFTHLY, ITS PAPA'S BIRTHDAY TMR AND I HAVENT GOTTEN ANYTHING! ohno ohno.

andand! cousin simply refuses to go out with me on sunday to bugis. hahaha. he claims he has to buy his army stuffs, and doesnt like me tagging along. lol. boring. i wanna go outtt. so long since i last went there. any takers? :D :D :D

oh and, the long awaited diablo3 is out!! (:
but only got 2 characters thou.
and the witchdoctor looks so ugly. hahahaha.
socerer nicer lo. lol.

[6.30pm]


was sad.

duno la. i just realised, i have the stupid luck to find things im not supposed to find and see things im not supposed to see. worse of it all, i screw it up.

this, is a bad bad week. firstly was pca on monday. i duno la. i just dont feel confident of the project. something is missing. but i cant put it into words. then now this. shant elaborate. and i got back my cas results. it sucked. big time ): tmr's bfin. im praying. leadership individual submission's tmr too. ohmygod. ive completed only 3 concepts so far, without personalisation summor. RAWRS. i dont like this.

couldnt sleep last night. luckily, erwin was being very random, and asked me to see fountain with him, 2am in the morning. lol. yea so i went out. think papa would kill me if he realised i did. ohwell. we chatted. alot. i think it pays, to have a good friend, outside of school, where they dont know any of your friends. a fair judge you may say. pros and cons la. duno. but yea. thanks for everything yesterday. and the fountain was as beautiful as always (: thinking again, i dont really know how our relations maintained lei. its like, we dont talk to each other much. but when we talk, its always at a crucial point. haha. like when ure sad, or when i am. telepathy! hahaha. but yea. thanks bud. and u'l fare well enough la. i remember i read something like that. when girls start bitching and throwing tantrums, dont continue the fight. put down your stuffs and hug her. she's having a bad day. ask her what happened. care for her. something like that la. SEE! so dont quarrel with her next time already! thats the worst thing to do. she's not the kind to get angry for no reason anyways. JIAYOU. you've got loads to learn. haha. remember to update me on the progress kay (:

right. im fairly better now, after spitting it all out. but. ok im not. aiyah. this, is dumb. duno la. CONFLICT MANAGEMENT. yea. you go girl.

[4.01pm]

was talking to leon just now. and i got to know, alot of things, which i didnt know before. WHY IS THIS WORLD SO COMPLICATED?! its a simple world. dont make it so complicated, and confusing! i prefer to keep things simple, short and sweet. thats all. byebye.

[9.06pm]




HAHAHA.

tp called me just now.
they found my leadership notes.
LOL.
i dont even know i lost it kay!
silly me.
to think i wanted to say i dont think its mine when they asked me.
hahahaha.
lucky i wrote my name k!
and jon&leslie's
:D :D :D

rigggggght.
shall go now.
need to meet mama.
papa's birthday's this saturday!!
ideas please (:

[7.12pm]